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What I Am???

Some moments give u smile some break u badly it’s life full of unexpectation. I think what  is tough for me is not being able to talk to anyone because I don’t think anyone understood what I am experiencing.
I knew what I am feeling but I am being unable to communicate entire thing to anyone. It just that I am with everyone but I am alone lonely soul inside me. I want to pour my heart out but something holds me back. I know everyone ,understand everyone …..but I am totally unknown to myself I don’t know what I am??. The moment I need support for me I can’t even ask for it. I don’t know I am introvert or extrovert but the truth is I am soo weak that I can’t even express myself in words. I believe in everyone but never have faith in myself.

Just want to know what I am??



“We can’t hold sand in our hand for last long….. Our world and our life is just like sand in our hand……. The more we try to hold it tightly ,more we will loose it.”After all everything comes in life with some pros and cons.Life is all about give and take if you balance life will be smooth but the moment your balance loose you will fall in a pit. And when the moment you understand this damage will be done.Life always gives you a chances but the way you decide to choose define the future.There is something beautiful in everyday. We just have to find it…… 

Life doesn’t that we be the best, only we try our best…. 


I am lost just lost……. 

My words are far away from my emotions

My expression is far away from my actuality

My world is far away from reality 

My mind is far away from myself 

I started finding myself.. 

But loose each and every time

Everytime a dream come with a shocker

Day come with a opportunity 

Nights come with a fear….

Life is just ruining me

And i am just lost in watching the damage

Which almost comes to end with silence….

I am just lost……

We all lost positivity at some point of time.


We met again but it was not the same

Neither did you hold my hand

 Nor did I make your cheeks laugh 

We met again and again

But now i can’t stop myself 

I started falling for you again 

But nothing changes 

“Life ruined us

Love breaks me

Trust end up”

But I can’t stop myself to feel you

“Addiction grows 

Body give up

Mind looses came

Heart become blind “

Each and every seconds passes with your memory which… 

I can’t delete it

I wanted to kept it

Everything from our fights to affection 

I always connect with your soul not body

But I can’t stop you from going.

 I can’t wait I can’t quite I can’t break I can’t give up

I can’t I can’t I can’t…..



Sometimes their are several feelings and emotions which are puzzled…. So we start we all start to refuse these signs…. 
“I like you but i don’t love you. 
I hate you but i can’t live without you. 
I want you but i don’t need you. 
I respect you but i don’t accept you. 
I can define you but i can’t understand you. 
I know you but i don’t understood you.
I care for you but i don’t think about you. 
I speak about you but i don’t speak on you.
I want to spend time with you but i don’t want to give my time.
I want to live with you but i don’t want you in my life.”

#puzzled #emotions #feelings #undefine

कभी-कभी उनकी कई भावनाएं और भावनाएं होती हैं, जो हैरान कर देती हैं …. इसलिए हम शुरू करते हैं हम सभी इन संकेतों को नकारना शुरू करते हैं …।
“मैं तुम्हें पसंद करता हूं लेकिन मैं तुमसे प्यार नहीं करता।
मुझे तुमसे नफरत है लेकिन मैं तुम्हारे बिना नहीं रह सकता।
मैं तुम्हें चाहता हूं, लेकिन मुझे तुम्हारी जरूरत नहीं है
मैं आपका सम्मान करता हूं लेकिन मैं आपको स्वीकार नहीं करता।
मैं आपको परिभाषित कर सकता हूं लेकिन मैं आपको समझ नहीं सकता।
मैं आपको जानता हूं लेकिन मैंने आपको समझा नहीं है।
मुझे आपकी परवाह है लेकिन मैं आपके बारे में नहीं सोचता।
मैं आपके बारे में बोलता हूं लेकिन मैं आप पर नहीं बोलता।
मैं आपके साथ समय बिताना चाहता हूं लेकिन मैं अपना समय नहीं देना चाहता।
मैं तुम्हारे साथ रहना चाहता हूं, लेकिन मैं तुम्हें अपने जीवन में नहीं चाहता। “

Your best friend is you

“and just as the sea returns to a calm after a storm…. Our spirits need that storm occasionally. It gives us that peace that we all seek. After all we are our own worst enemies and we are our own best friends who knows everything bt never trust. We just need to nourish our friendship.”

"और जिस तरह एक तूफान के बाद समुद्र शांत हो जाता है ...... हमारी आत्माओं को कभी-कभी उस तूफान की आवश्यकता होती है। यह हमें वह शांति देता है जो हम सभी चाहते हैं। आखिरकार हम अपने सबसे बुरे दुश्मन हैं और हम अपने स्वयं के सर्वश्रेष्ठ हैं। जो मित्र सब कुछ जानता है वह कभी विश्वास नहीं करता। हमें बस अपनी मित्रता को पोषित करने की आवश्यकता है। "